Lust

I dont know when is the last time i felt like this
Feening for someone so constantly
Wanting to let my curiosity get the best of me
Wishing u would undress me partially
Kiss my neck softly
Love me roughly
flip me over do me throughly
Arch my back pin me down hastily
lose all control inside my love
Let it go
Kiss me deeply nice and slow
Whisper in my ear "baby you want another go?"

Afterthoughts

If the loving was as good as I pictured it countless nights how come your not here inside me still?
If the intensity was so powerful that the thought of you refuses to vanish why do these desires feel one sided?
If there were no ulterior motives why cant I get through to you?
never knew I could be so filled with lust
never thought any dick would bring out my inner "stupid girl"
 the amount of times i play back that afternoon you reminded me why i enjoy it from behind
oh how i miss your enormous hands
how they would grip my entire waist pulling you deeper into me
the way i obsess about the pleasure you so kindly shared with me
its seems abnormal that i still believe we could do sooo much better
as i lay here missing you i mentally jot down all the actions i would perform differently things i wish id applied more aggressively
like when you said "Im so good to you but your not good to me.."
I wish I'd licked you from neck to head
that night when it felt awkward to look into your eyes as i heaved my body up and down
i should've gotten up and sampled the fluids running down your shaft
but i didnt i was to scared...too shy
why? beats me
guess i shouldve had a shot or two
even wine would do
guess you never ceased to intimidate me
your confidence...its intoxicating
its grabs my attention and has yet to let go.

Recurring Dream

Come here get on top of me you said
I obediently straddle you
we begin to kiss
that kiss blew my damn mind
when i felt that surge of passion and pleasure
I made up my mind right then and there
this is the night that I will finally truly experience all you had to offer
when you glided into me it was overwhelming
but i gladly accepted the challenge
it was nothing like ur long thick fingers that i had sampled earlier on
the feeling was a lot heavier and more intense
i loved it
if i dare say otherwise the amount of sticky wet liquid on your dick would definitely give me away
up and down i went till my legs began to burn
thank God you grabbed my waist and began thrusting deep and hard into me
if you hadn't i would've never known what a good fuck felt like
each time i re live this night in my head i grow more curious
tell me baby can you make me feel this way again?

Curiosity

Heat in between my thighs,
Wanting & longing in my eyes,
Shy in my smile,
Guilt in my sleep,
Passion in my position,
It's only you that's missing.
Kiss me till tomorrow,
Hit it till I want it no longer.
Satisfaction is the objective,
Sin is the action.
Breaking the rules always feels right,
That's how you & I ended up here tonight.
Pure heart consumed with the filthiest thoughts.
How far will it go?
The height of My climax is the only way to know.
Brimming with lust or
Infatuated with refreshing contemplations.
I'm not a heathen, simply a being trapped in a tempestuous atmosphere .
I know what's the right thing to do,
I just need to be sure the left isn't an additional solution to my complicated setting.